Personal Update: Burnt OutšŸ˜…

Joseph-Albert Kuuire
3 min readMar 4, 2021

In January 2021, I turned 33. I wrote about it.

Now for the truth: It was such a lonely day.

COVID cases were up in the city and I couldnā€™t do anything about. So yeah I hated it. I was anxious. I just wanted the day to go away. The next day, I was feeling better.

But I was grateful for celebrating another year and turning older.

Last month was bad. I lost a family member and suffered grief and pain. The pain still lingers but time heals and my family is getting better everyday.

Also, I really hate social media. I hate how itā€™s become. I hate how itā€™s the platform where people think ā€œas long as theyā€™re tweeting, theyā€™re fineā€.

I hate Instagram. I hate how its evolved into nothing but a marketplace and a place for influencers trying to sell me almost everything under the sun.

I want the old Instagram back with nice pictures.

I want phone calls and text messages dammit.

Likes and retweets? Yuck

Unfortunately, itā€™s the world weā€™re living and I have to adapt. But I still donā€™t like it.

Anyway, hereā€™s what keeps me busy and prevents me from brooding all day:

My personal podcast, Open Conversations, kicked off last month for Season 2 and itā€™s going well. Thereā€™s some things behind the scenes and Iā€™m currently in discussions for something cool. Will let you know how it goes.

Our pop culture podcast, PodTakes Season 2, is also ongoing and weā€™re coming up with lots of ideas and things to experiment on.

I launched the Tech Nova newsletter on Product Hunt: Tech Nova Newsletter ā€” News And Analysis From The Ghana Tech Ecosystem (producthunt.com)

My 9ā€“5 job is going well. We finally launched our new landing page (Designed by me šŸ˜Š)

Weā€™re hoping to launch our new product as well soon with a new UI (also designed by me).

Iā€™m working on a side project for a great startup which I hope will launch soon.

Itā€™s been hard to finish writing ā€œMore Conversations With Girlsā€, my short story collection. I was aiming for a March release but might have to push it back. But eventually, it should come out šŸ™šŸ½.

Whatā€™s Going On Your Personal Life, Joe?

Iā€™m tired of talking to people (Not everyone but most people).

I do not have the energy to do small talk anymore.

Everybody is stressed. Everybody is guarded. Everybody has trust issues šŸ˜…. Itā€™s so hard to get to know anymore without putting in effort which actually drains me.

Itā€™s understandable but yeah, I canā€™t keep doing it. Iā€™m drained. Iā€™m tired.

Iā€™m an introvert. I can adapt but still, my goodness, trying to socialise is freaking tiring.

Anyway, I canā€™t wait to get the vaccine. I canā€™t wait to save up and eventually travel and get some rest.

I just wanted to rant and also get some things off my chest. Have a nice day!

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Joseph-Albert Kuuire
Joseph-Albert Kuuire

Written by Joseph-Albert Kuuire

My personal writing space. (UX Designer | Blogger | Social Introvert) UX Design writing: josephkuuire.com

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